Being impressed by the training I receive by my Master

I consider myself as a natural born submissive slave. After more than 10 years of service to my Master I have to say I am really impressed by how my Master trained me and how He made things reality I didn't know where possible at all. I am really grateful how my Master trains me and how far He has brought me. He managed to deepen my natural submissive side over the years. 

Being more into BDSM than being gay

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Discovering new kinks

I am into BDSM since many years now. It would be wrong to say that I see everything but of course I saw and made already quite some experiances. I know what I want and who I am. Never say never but I know what I am into. I think it will be unlikely that I will discover a „new kink“ out of the blue. 

Gear and toys I still would love to have

We have been living the D/s lifestyle for over a decade. And of course we have accumulated some great toys and gears to play in our lifestyle. Actually for us toys are not that important. The mindset is more important than a fully equipped playroom. You can be very happy with only a few toys - a leash, a collar, a crop, cuffs, some boots etc. Those are the most essentials. Our best and biggest purchase in the last years was the massive cage we got. That was really an upgrade to our place and as I have mentioned is my favorite place in our flat. 

But yes, there are stille some more toys and gears I would enjoy one day with my Master.

Why I do not use the first name of my slave.

I only use the name of my slave if I have to - like adressing him when vanillas are around! I try to avoid to use its name and if I have to use it I always have an inhibitions to do so. I also realize that every time before I use his name I search for an "appropriate" adress - which I can not use when vanilla are around - mostly I wait some seconds if my slave is looking over to me before my brain is searching for a solution and then using its name. I honestly also dislike it when other Doms or slaves use its name. It feels somehow wrong to me. The funny thing - luckely - it feels right and correct to hear its firstname by vanillas.

Serving as human ATM without any findom aspect

I know findom is a delicate matter and so I want to make clear that the this blog entry is not related to findom, althought it involves money. But keep on reading and you will find out more.

As you know Master loves it when slaves make His life easier and relief Him of tasks. It is my goal to become a better slave over time and find more ways to serve. Most of my services are non sexual, like cooking, cleaning etc.

Meeting Master D. and his slave

Shortly before the Covid-era began, I met Master D. online on twitter. I was fascinated by his blog and the lifestyle he displayed about the Master-slave-relationship with his slave and husband. Later on I also got sporadically in contact with his slave there. Over the last three years we chatted on and off and Master D. gave more insights about Master`s life. Especially during that time it was very helpful as I didnt meet lots of people and it was not easy to stay mentally healthy.