Thursday, June 13, 2024

The bitter sweet joy and pain of missing Master

"What?" - you might think. "How can it be a "bitter sweet joy" if you miss your Master? Well - let me explain. When Master and I are apart I of course miss Master a lot. It is like a part of me is missing and there are so many moments I would love to share with Sir, feel Him and be of service to Him. But of course there can be quite a joy of still serving Him, even if Sir is not around. Being locked for Him, performing chorse for Him, eating from the floor if possible etc. Such things deepen the relation, even if Sir is not around. At the same time I look very much forward to the moment when Sir comes back, I think about how Sir might use slave, what we might do etc. and how I could greet Sir perfectly.

Thursday, May 23, 2024

Being happy when Sir receives appropiate service from others

I have already written about the topic of jealousy in the a D/s relationship and that I actually think it is hot when Master uses other slaves. But today I want to focus on a certain aspect of that: Master receiving good service.

Thursday, May 16, 2024

Punishment - in a fair D/s lifestyle

Rules, orders and structures are an essential part in a D/s dynamic and it is normal that mistake are part of our human being. I own my slave for over a decade now and it is absolut normal that sometimes a mistake happen despite how well a slave is trained and what quality the slave reached.

Thursday, May 9, 2024

creative ways of serving

There are so many ways of serving. There are so many ways of a submissive being useful for a Dom. The two main ways of service seem to be sexual service and financial services, when you look online. So that is why I decided to focus on the other ways of being useful, especially when they are a little bit more creative:

Sunday, April 28, 2024

Finally - the joy of serving outdoor again!

I actually love autumn and winter time. You spend much more time indoors which gives a lot more opportunities of serving and lot more possibilities of using candles! But now as spring and summer are here and approaching the way of serving changes and the few possibilities of serving outdoor are opening up again. I really love to serve outdoor. It is so rare of course. Cause you need to find the right place and time, cause we do not want to scare of vanillas. I think this makes it special to me. 

Thursday, April 11, 2024

Getting used to be bred and milked

Master is in charge of my sexuality for more than a decade. Only Sir decides when I get fucked and by whom. Same goes for the stimulation I receive and the stimulation I give others. It is totally under Sirs control and functions on command. I noticed over the years that I am getting trained more and more like an animal and start to function as one.

Thursday, April 4, 2024

BDSM & Kissing

Two people kissing is a symbol of desire, affection if not love but in BDSM a kiss can mean slighly something different and of course the kiss is different. Moreover it is mostly an unequal kiss which gets not reciprocated. A slave kissing the boots or the feets of a Superior clearly shows his place and acceptence in the hierarchy. Being the giver while the Superior accepts it and takes the affection he receives. Therefore kissing a slave "equaly" (on the mouth or with tongue) always felt wrong for me. The appropriate "kiss" towards a slave would be to spit into his mounth.