Thursday, April 11, 2024

Getting used to be bred and milked

Master is in charge of my sexuality for more than a decade. Only Sir decides when I get fucked and by whom. Same goes for the stimulation I receive and the stimulation I give others. It is totally under Sirs control and functions on command. I noticed over the years that I am getting trained more and more like an animal and start to function as one.

Thursday, April 4, 2024

BDSM & Kissing

Two people kissing is a symbol of desire, affection if not love but in BDSM a kiss can mean slighly something different and of course the kiss is different. Moreover it is mostly an unequal kiss which gets not reciprocated. A slave kissing the boots or the feets of a Superior clearly shows his place and acceptence in the hierarchy. Being the giver while the Superior accepts it and takes the affection he receives. Therefore kissing a slave "equaly" (on the mouth or with tongue) always felt wrong for me. The appropriate "kiss" towards a slave would be to spit into his mounth.

Thursday, March 28, 2024

serving without any sexual attraction

What is it like to serve without being attracted to the dominat part at all? So far this is mostly a theoretical question for me. For me serving and sympathy go together. I only served Doms so far, which I trusted, found likeable and in case of my Master love from the bottom of my heart. Sure I also met the occasional session Master when I was younger which I didn't meet again after one session, cause we didn't vibe. But this was always after the first contact. Also all the Master guests my Sir invited over time fell into this category, cause Sir usually has a very good knowledge of human nature. But what would it be like to serve someone you don't find attractive at all?

Thursday, March 14, 2024

slave games

What happens when you have a creative Master who invites another Master and another slave?

Nothing good for the slave indeed! Recently Master suprised me with a visit of guests. But the twist was that not only another Master was invited but also another slave who both didn't knew each other! I can tell you in another post more about the evening. But the highlight were definitly the slave games! Master had designed a game where I and the other sub had to roll the dice for tasks and rounds. For example: If your dice showed 17 and 4 it could mean that you would do task 17 for 4 times! You never knew what was behind a number. The slaves also had to choose which Master should perform the task. The trick was that the Sirs had also choosen half of the tasks each. For example if my Master had choosen task 17 than I would get double the points if I choose Him for performing the task, otherwise only half. 

Thursday, February 29, 2024

Meeting THE Dominus

Recently Master and I where in Berlin where we had the honor of meeting THE Dominus, Master André. As usually Master loves to keep me in the dark about whom we are meeting and when we are meeting other Doms or subs. This was also the case recently.

Saturday, January 6, 2024

Highlights of 2023 and outlook to 2024

Looking back on 2023 I can say it was over all a good year. We met new people in the BDSM world online and offline and managed to stay in contact with people we have been knowing for years. If I think about it, there were also several highlights in this year. This summer we managed to perform more outdoor events than ever!

Thursday, December 21, 2023

Jealousy in a D/s relationship? - Slaves article

Can there be jealousy in a D/s relationship? And if so - is it any different from any non D/s relationship? 

First of all I think every couple experiences jealousy totally differently, wheter you are gay/straight and vanilla/kinky. So I can only talk about how I experience it and see it with others.

The rules are clear: Master is free in His sex and "play"-life, His slave is not. So Sir has no reason to ask me or even tell me when He fucks or uses another sub. We are both totally clear about that! On the other hand I have no say in my sex or "play"-life, it is totally controlled by Master.