Saturday, May 21, 2022

The slave terminal - more improvements

As you probably read I work on a project called "slave terminal". You can read more about the idea and how it began here and some improvements I made here.

After a long time I started to work again on the slave terminal and made new changes. First I wanted to redesign it from the ground with "qt6". So that the graphical interface looks more fancy and that I can deploy it on several platforms - Windows, Mac, Linux. Unfortunatly I need more effort and time to dig deeper into qt6. So I decided to keep my version and redesign the code, add some new features as well as get rid of unused codeparts. Furthermore I cleaned up the database and made it more logical. Since I started the project I learned a lot about programing and databases! So it was time to get rid of my beginner's mistake.

Saturday, May 14, 2022

Being an introvert submissive

I have recently had a discussion with another slave about introvercy and submissivnes. We both wondered if many submissives are introverts and Master/Doms are rather extrovert?

Sunday, May 8, 2022

A guest who turned into a (guest)slave

What a nice evening I had! It is the first time since the pandemic that I had a new guestslave - but lets start from the beginning. The guestslave came first as a normal guest. Therfore he did not submit from the beginning. He did not call me Sir. Yes he always showed respect and was polite and it was clear that he probably wanted to serve. He knew that if he would submit, I will always see him as a slave (more about that here). So we met first on an "equal base" - I invited him over to expirience a three course meal where my slave is in servant protocol. 

The night before the meeting I told my slave that we will expect a guest and that I expect everything prepaired for the visit. Of course my slave did not need to know what kind of guest would come - it is none of his business as slave. It is his duty to follow my orders. So he cleaned the flat, prepaired the table, did the errands. For the evening I masked my slave and put him into waiting position holding two glass of sparkling wine.

I picked up our guest while my slave was patiently waiting naked, cuffed and masked with the two glasses. I told the guest that I prepared a sealed envelope. If he would want to submit he only had to break the seal and follow the instruction in it. After we arrived our guest inspected my slave and took the sparkling wine. We took our seats at the table and my slave started to prepare and serve the first course while we chatted. After the first course and  some talking about our lifestyle the guest decided to submit. He broke the seal and with it he lost his equal rights. He was not longer allowed to use the furniture, he lost the right of wearing clothes in this household and he lost other priviliges. He read the letter and followed the instruction. He went to the alpha slave and asked him if he can show him some postures and support him for the night. They went to another room and my slave explained and trained him the basics. After that my slave brought me our guestslave I began to inspect him.

I decided to go "slow" on him. He was allowed to speak freely - as long as he showed the respect I deserve - and I did not order him to adress me "Sir". He could if he wanted to, but there was no rule for him. I kept him in more a "normal" protocol but I trained him in how to serve me correctly. How to bring the wine, how to serve the meal. 

It was a really nice visit and I see potential in him. I hope he will follow his desires and go deeper into submission. Let´s see if/when he askes if he can serve again.

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Saturday, April 30, 2022

10 years a slave

This year marks the 10 year anniversary since I asked my Master if he would allow me to become his slave. 

It is interesting how our lives and we have developed since then! I did not know what my life would be when I became his slave. I have always been looking for this kind of relationship. But after several years and some disapointing trials I had already given up. That was till I found my Master. He was very reasonable and started to built trust slowly and slowly.

Friday, April 22, 2022

Cigars and BDSM

I am sure if you browsed through "BDSM" in social media you sooner or later stumbled across a picture of a Dom smoking a cigar and perhaps having a slave serving him in the meantime. In my young Master ages I also stumbled across such a picture and I have to admit I very liked the view of an "older" and at that time more experienced Master colleague smoking a cigar while using his slave. It really had something. Perhaps I should mention that I am a non smoker. But a cigar always had something special for me.

Monday, April 18, 2022

My Master is the man of the house

I really love about BDSM relationships that they are so diverse and every couple can define the roles within them for them and also adapte them from time to time. So I decided to reflect a little bit about what it means that we are a married gay couple but that be both define that only my Master is the man of the house. Please be aware that this is only a personal reflection. As said before there is a huge variety of ways you can live in a D/s relationship.

Thursday, April 7, 2022

The Perfect "Master"-Business Trip

As you probaly already read I sometimes have to go on business trips. I had my first long haul business trip since a while and I think it was the perfect "Master" trip on my way back! But let´s start from the beginning. 

Friday, April 1, 2022

Sleeping on the floor as slave

As you already know I am only allowed to sleep in the Master bed when my Master is at home and when he allows me to join Him in bed. Otherwise I have to sleep on the floor or in the cage. So sleeping on the floor is nothing unusal to me and I have to admit it is something I got used to over the years. Of course Master wants me to stay healthy and sleep well. So although I have to sleep on the floor sometims He still allows me to use a camping mat and a sleeping bag. Of course I don't sleep as good on the floor as I sleep in the bed. But honestly I kind of got used to it and so sleeping on the floor became normal to me and I can still spend the day after without being totally tired etc.

Thursday, March 24, 2022

Missing the slave

As you probably know I am sometimes on business trips. That means I am seperated from my precious slave. Sometimes only a day and sometimes a whole week or longer. After owning my slave for a decade I still miss him from the first day. I know this could sound silly but he is the love of my life and he is my lifework. Without my slave I do not feel complete. Something is missing.

Thursday, March 17, 2022

Fucking as a slave

A slave friend has recently asked me if I would get as an alphaslave the power to fuck another slave. This question totally got me out of the blue because I never think about fucking. That is why I decided to reflect a little bit about it. 

Thursday, March 10, 2022

My view on an alphaslave

As you probably already read I see my slave as an alpha when having guestslaves over. Of course that means that he has more responsibilites as he already has. As an alphaslave he is responsible to guide the guest slave. To help him following all house rules and that he serves properly. Being responsible for the guest slave means also to held accountable for mistakes this slave makes.

Thursday, March 3, 2022

Trying to improve as a slave

I am the permanent slave of my Master for quite some years. My Master trains me regularly. These trainings help me to keep my quality as a slave and to improve as a slave as my Master has writtern here: link

Saturday, February 26, 2022

The importancy of slave trainings

My slave became the slave he is because of his slave trainings! The trainings help him to deepen his submissivness as well as accepting and finding his true self. For me slave trainings are an essential part of the BDSM lifestyle as well as the backbone of a working and healthy BDSM relationship - of course combined with trust and love. 

Thursday, February 10, 2022

Wearing a mask - slave perspective

After Master has written in his last post about slaves wearing a mask, he has encouraged me to show my my perspective on masks. To be honest - I totally love them! That is for different reasons. I don't wear masks in everyday life. At least at home, outdoors this is a completly different topic as you know quite well :-)

Thursday, February 3, 2022

The power of a slave mask

My slave mostly has to wear his slavemask when serving in high protocol and there is a reason for it: The mask objectifices a slave.

Thursday, January 20, 2022

BDSM Outfits

First of all: In my opinion the outfit does not matter when practicing BDSM, especially when living the BDSM-lifestyle but it can underline a certain vibe or situation. Futhermore there is no right or wrong about outfits! For me personally I like to be authentic. Because of that I mostly wear my everyday clothes when I use and train my slave. It is who I am. Of course I have a "dress-code" for my slave or for a guest slave: They have to be naked, wear cuffs and collar. 

Thursday, January 13, 2022

The joy of licking boots

I recently was talking to another fellow sub about licking boots. He told me how one sub found joy in licking another sub's boots. I was thinking to myself that that would not work for me.

Thursday, January 6, 2022

Reflection on 2021 by Master D.

One year has passed and my slave went deeper into submission and I believe he is finding his true self by serving. I see how happy he is and how well he grows into his being as slave which I believe he was born for.